~Sonihack

It sucks, right when I start getting into the drawing mode (as in cortoonish-sonic-stuff-same-old-crap). My college (the Art Institute) tells me that I need to get an Art portfolio done. So for the past few weeks I've been busting my @$$ to try and get things done....-_-;; and I still haven't really gotten anywhere. I swear, after I went to this art show on a field trip I really got..... dicouraged because there were kids like in the 5th freakin grade that could paind or draw really good and make all of my stuff look like total garbage... like the kind of garbage that a fly wouldn't even try to get to. But I guess I'm just going to try and finish this thing, and hopefully I'll get lucky and get accepted to my school off of pity or something. I dunno. I guess the worst part is just having to do the 3 figure studies... I've only done one so far, but it feels really akward because i need to draw people nude, and the only one I've done I had to pose for myself in a mirror (dont ask how that went plz). I mean, I cant really ask for a model for those kind of things because this is how it'll probably turn out:

Me: Hey would you mind posing for me while I draw you??

Girl: Sure!

*30-60 mins later*

Me: All done!!

Girl: OOH Can I see it!?

Me: Go ahead

Girl: WTF!?!?!?!? Why am I NUDE you FU*@&*G PERVERT!! *comenses with bitch slapping*

Me: *bitch slapped* -_-; crap.

Yeah, thats basically how I see it. And with a dude it'll probably end up worse, knowing the people in my school, usually with an end result being my entire school questioning my man-hood. So I guess I'm screwed. I'ma have to resort to pictures online... but that's no fun. XD I guess pickers cant be choosers though. Well, I guess that was all I had to rant about, and my excuse for not uploading anything for a while... and believe it or not I'm actually starting to pile up things that I want to upload here.... IT'S A FREAKIN MIRACLE!!!! But I'll catch you guys later.